Worst Case Scenario
Finding Overwhelming Rescue in the Promises of God
Worst Case Scenario, Finding Overwhelming Rescue in the Promises of God, is one woman's journey through compelling calls, plot twists, and transitions that led her family from urban San Diego to life in the rural mountains of Lesotho, Africa and the Great Rift Valley of Kenya.
Michelle Gennaro Lapp has finally chronicled the intimate details of her marriage to her college sweetheart, the growth of their family through birth and adoption, their call to Africa, and then the unfolding of the most profound loss of her life. Her moving memoir gives readers an intimate glimpse into her darkest thoughts, deepest prayers, and greatest victories. Excerpts from the pages of her prayer journals reveal the personal and providential care and love of God, and His faithfulness to keep His promises to bring beauty from the ashes. Come along, and find comfort and hope for life's unexpected tribulations.
- Opening Credits
- Providence
- Dedication
- Preface: Call It What It Is
- Part 1: Family Life
- Chapter 1: "God's Doing Something Big"
- Chapter 2: Saved, Called, and Not in Control
- Chapter 3: A Church to Call Home
- Chapter 4: A New Kind of Border Crossing
- Chapter 5: Parenthood
- Chapter 6: Juggling Life 101
- Chapter 7: Handful of Roses
- Chapter 8: Our Grand Adventure
- Chapter 9: Born in the Wrong Country
- Chapter 10: Crossing My Own Jordan
- Chapter 11: A Full Quiver
- Chapter 12: Firsts and Foreshadows
- Chapter 13: Dared to Move
- Chapter 14: Preparing to be Sent
- Chapter 15: Look What God Did!
- Chapter 16: Things in Common
- Chapter 17: "Surely, I Am With You Always."
- Chapter 18: Clearing House
- Chapter 19: Pain in Leaving, Peace in Going
- Part 2: Lesotho, Africa
- Chapter 20: A New Life Far From Home
- Chapter 21: Not Quite There Yet
- Chapter 22: Long Awaited Arrival
- Chapter 23: A Teen's Perspective
- Chapter 24: Motsoalle Oa Rona
- Chapter 25: Made for This
- Chapter 26: The Boy Who Could Sew
- Chapter 27: One Verb—One Decision
- Chapter 28: Battlements
- Chapter 29: Floods, Real and Figurative
- Chapter 30: Utter Darkness
- Chapter 31: Bare Feet & Butterflies
- Chapter 32: Life Lessons
- Chapter 33: What Ifs
- Chapter 34: Learning to Trust
- Chapter 35: Fleshly vs Faith in God's Promises
- Chapter 36: Coinciding Anxieties
- Chapter 37: Testing
- Chapter 38: The Exodus
- Part 3: The Valley of the Shadow of Death
- Chapter 39: A Note About Trauma
- Chapter 40: No Help in Sight
- Chapter 41: A Hospital Odyssey
- Chapter 42: In Good Hands
- Chapter 43: Long Wait for Healing
- Chapter 44: Grace for the Journey
- Chapter 45: All Kids Present
- Chapter 46: Diagnosis
- Chapter 47: Behind the Scenes
- Chapter 48: Dreams and Reality
- Chapter 49: The Biggest Plot Twist of All
- Chapter 50: Siblings Forever
- Chapter 51: Quick Answers, Hard Goodbyes
- Part 4: Navigating Life Without Chris
- Chapter 52: Out of Africa
- Chapter 53: A Hero's Memorial
- Chapter 54: Lonely in Familiar Places
- Chapter 55: Moving Forward in Baby Steps
- Chapter 56: Discerning Next Steps
- Chapter 57: Direction
- Chapter 58: All Systems Go
- Chapter 59: Landing in Kenya
- Chapter 60: Adjustment and Heart Cramps
- Chapter 61: Milestones
- Chapter 62: Immesurably More
- Chapter 63: Transitional Living
- Chapter 64: Burdens Shared
- Chapter 65: Unexpected Belonging
- Chapter 66: Back to America
- Chapter 67: Beloved
- Chapter 68: He Sees and Hears
- Chapter 69: Persistent Widow
- Chapter 70: Crying Out
- Chapter 71: The Promised Land
- Chapter 72: Heart's Desire
- Chapter 73: Mr. Wonderful
- Chapter 74: The Fullness of Time
- Chapter 75: "Wanted"
- Chapter 76: Tell Your Heart to Beat Again
- Chapter 77: More Like Chopping
- Chapter 78: Promises Kept
- Epilogue
- Closing Credits