I Am N

Yousef, whose mother threatened to kill him for having a Bible, now smuggles Bibles the way his family once smuggled drugs. After Parveen’s employer beats her for attending church, Parveen begins to help other young Christian women who work in Muslim houses. Abdulmasi kills hundreds of Christians in northern Nigeria with no remorse—until the day he chooses a new life of faith and sacrifices everything for a God of love.

What can we learn from these faith-filled brothers and sisters around the world? How can we pray for them? And what do their remarkable stories teach us about a God whose light shines in a dark world?

I Am N reminds us that we are each “N”—as radical Muslims in Iraq identify followers of Jesus the Nazarene. Wherever we live, we have camaraderie with those who are persecuted. So come meet their families. Read their stories. Deepen your faith in a God who gives us the courage to shine in a dark and hurting world.

1. Opening Credits
2. Scripture
3. Part 1: Sacrifice
4. Chapter 1: The Day ISIS Arrived in Mosul
5. Chapter 2: The Mother Behind Bars
6. Chapter 3: Hope from On High
7. Chapter 4: Rising Above the Family Beatings
8. Chapter 5: Loving Christ Above All
9. Chapter 6: After the Bomb Came the Angels
10. Chapter 7: A "Fool" for Christ
11. Martyrs in History: Dietrich Bonhoeffer
12. Part 2: Courage
13. Chapter 8: The Theology of Pain
14. Chapter 9: From Persecutor to Persecuted
15. Chapter 10: Swimming Against the Current
16. Chapter 11: Courage to Keep Walking
17. Chapter 12: Released to Tell Others
18. Chapter 13: A Most Unlikely Change
19. Chapter 14: Not Welcome Here
20. Chapter 15: Just Giving Out Bibles
21. Chapter 16: Courage to Seek the Truth
22. Martyrs in History: Wang Ming-Dao
23. Part 3: Joy
24. Chapter 17: Freedom Behind Bars
25. Chapter 18: Tested by Fire
26. Chapter 19: Daring to Speak the Truth
27. Chapter 20: Choosing Joy over Bitterness
28. Chapter 21: An Unexplainable Escape
29. Chapter 22: The Former Witch Doctor
30. Chapter 23: No Longer on the Sidelines
31. Martyrs in History: Mehdi Dibaj
32. Part 4: Perseverance
33. Chapter 24: Prayers to Escape and Prayers to Endure
34. Chapter 25: The Boy Who Would Not Back Down
35. Chapter 26: A Modern-Day Job
36. Chapter 27: It Started with a Soccer Game
37. Chapter 28: Making Good on Second Chances
38. Chapter 29: Anything to Do God's "Big Work"
39. Chapter 30: Rolling On amid the Resistance
40. Martyrs in History: John Bradford
41. Part 5: Forgiveness
42. Chapter 31: Allowing God to Handle Everything
43. Chapter 32: Point-Blank Forgiveness
44. Chapter 33: We Will Leave You in Peace
45. Chapter 34: Continue to Love the Muslims
46. Chapter 35: The Possibilities of Forgiveness
47. Chapter 36: Face to Face with Her Assailant
48. Chapter 37: Forgiving Your Enemies Is Good
49. Chapter 38: Giving Others a Second Chance
50. Chapter 39: Extreme Forgiveness
51. Martyrs in History: Richard and Sabina Wurmbrand
52. Part 6: Faithfulness
53. Chapter 40: 100 Percent for Jesus
54. Chapter 41: Our God Is Faithful
55. Chapter 42: Fighting Against God
56. Chapter 43: Losing Family, Finding Christ
57. Chapter 44: The Faithful Servant
58. Chapter 45: When He Came to His Senses...
59. Chapter 46: The Irresistible Power of Love
60. Chapter 47: Seeking and Finding in Bangladesh
61. Chapter 48: Back from the Abyss
62. Martyrs in History: Perpetua
63. Commitment
64. I Am N Commitment Prayer
65. Closing Credits