Mourning God

What happens when the God who was supposed to comfort you feels painfully absent?

Grief is never just about what you’ve lost―it’s also about the God you thought you knew. When the bottom falls out, you’re left questioning, disoriented, and wondering if faith even has a place in your pain. Mourning God is for those tired of Christian clichés and quick-fix theology. If you’re wrestling with doubt, grief, or disappointment with God, this book offers the honest, compassionate voice you’ve been seeking. Tiffany’s personal experience with loss, combined with her pastoral insights, offers you a safe space to ask tough questions and take your time in finding healing.

In this deeply personal exploration of grief, Tiffany speaks into the silence and confusion that accompany loss of any kind. You’re invited to journey through mourning the God you thought you knew to knowing more clearly the God who loves, comforts, walks, and mourns with you.

If you’re tired of being told to “just have faith” and want to explore grief in a more real and compassionate way, let this book guide you through the process. Whether you’re navigating the loss of a loved one, facing personal trauma, or feeling spiritually abandoned, Mourning God invites you to sit with your grief and find hope, seeing God’s faithfulness in the process.

1. Opening Credits
2. Dedication
3. Introduction: Losing God
4. Part 1: Death | Chapter 1: Death Can Go to Hell: Grief
5. Chapter 2: Let It All Out: Lament
6. Chapter 3: The One Who Died for You: Love
7. Part 2: Darkness | Chapter 4: Breaking Point: The Wall
8. Chapter 5: Hold On: Waiting in the Dark
9. Chapter 6: Look for God’s Goodness: Hope
10. Chapter 7: The One Who Speaks with You: Presence
11. Interlude
12. Part 3: Light | Chapter 8: Suffering Love: Joy and Sorrow
13. Chapter 9: Dare to Delight: Celebration
14. Chapter 10: The One Who Goes Before You: Trust
15. Part 4: Life | Chapter 4: Cultivate Life: Colaboring with God
16. Chapter 12: The One Who Dwells with You: Life Everlasting
17. Epilogue: Found
18. Closing Credits